it cannot be incorrect to have loved

i started this post in january then never got around to finishing it because i was too busy coping with burnout by watching hoarders and dissociating in my car and then i did that thing where i went "who even cares" -> "literally when has that ever stopped you from sharing anything" -> "uggghhh" and now it's march. i have somehow written two (short) fics already and gotten massively into dragon pony?? but let's finish up 2025 first:

( spotify wrapped wrap-up )

( fic writing wrap-up )

( ql wrap-up )

( reading wrap-up )

meanwhile in the first few months of 2026 i got really into dragon pony after listening to morse code and pop up A Lot last year, which does feel like a natural progression of getting into more pop punk in general.

there's just something really appealing about their Dynamic to me, where you have three people who've known each other since high school and then a hyung that they all want to kiss admire. i was expecting to remain most interested in ahn taegyu as his face was the first one that appealed to me but sehyuk has the best nose and i am nothing if not predictable. but really it's more about his personality and how he is very bullyable with his 똥개isms and he just comes off as sweet and sincere but he's also super locked in when it comes to music and has so many thoughts in his little duckling head. instead of being a girlfriend stan i am a grandma stan. i want to bake him cookies...

there is an rpf fandom of exactly 5 korean fans so right now my only food is translated tweets and my own daydreams. atg/ksh is the most popular ship and, keeping in mind the low sample size, this is a rare occasion where the majority is actually correct. i've also become very partial to kgh/ksh recently since they have this sort of effortless companionship vibe and ganghun is just so likeable.

stream dragon pony run run run and pray for a dragon rpf boom.

or christmas for delusional gay people

( these are just stream of conscious thoughts )

what's up i wrote bootleg firecracker (boynextdoor, jaehyun/taesan) for team canon/future 1 and the prompt lovers or enemies by cix.

( love or hate, it can be ugly )

these are both old playlists i never posted but i keep thinking about this tiktok i saw a while ago that said that the cure for languishing is to Create so in this season of blah, i want to post more often.

this one was mostly inspired by the first two tracks. a little poppy, a little relaxed. not to toot my own horn but i listened to this again while working on a fic at a coffee shop yesterday and it was a very nice mood.



( tracklist )

this playlist was supposed to be an update to my first tpop playlist with some popular songs and even though i started it 2 years ago i stand by these bops. เทคแคร์ / take care is a loan word, sometimes used in a romantic context. it has little to do with this specific tracklist lmao. also this is definitely a playlist to listen on shuffle...i didn't really try, this is just here to spread the tpop word.



( tracklist )

hello i wrote we go without saying for the gmmtv exchange and the feedback on it was so nice that i felt compelled to talk about it.

( you're the mistake i've never made )

i've been thinking a lot recently about three bl relationships that are Important To Me:

( i fearlessly fell in love )

see y'all after my honeymoon <3

hello i wrote run with you (nine.i, vahn/joohyoung) for team canon/future 1 and the prompt play by lucy.

( 꼭 말해줘 다시 만나 또 놀자고 )

trying out new dynamix + my nine.i prompt generator

( one dkz, three nine.i drabbles )