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what's up i wrote bootleg firecracker (boynextdoor, jaehyun/taesan) for team canon/future 1 and the prompt lovers or enemies by cix.

love or hate, it can be ugly )
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notable events (kpop concerts, etc.) for reference:

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these are both old playlists i never posted but i keep thinking about this tiktok i saw a while ago that said that the cure for languishing is to Create so in this season of blah, i want to post more often.

this one was mostly inspired by the first two tracks. a little poppy, a little relaxed. not to toot my own horn but i listened to this again while working on a fic at a coffee shop yesterday and it was a very nice mood.



tracklist )

this playlist was supposed to be an update to my first tpop playlist with some popular songs and even though i started it 2 years ago i stand by these bops. เทคแคร์ / take care is a loan word, sometimes used in a romantic context. it has little to do with this specific tracklist lmao. also this is definitely a playlist to listen on shuffle...i didn't really try, this is just here to spread the tpop word.



tracklist )
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so i recently fell into a boynextdoor spiral and acquired a new bias (riwoo) and it got me thinking about potential throughlines with my history of stanning and biases and i wanted to see if i could find any trends. first, my approach to stanning: i think i am big on initial impressions, in that rarely does another member overtake the member who first catches my eye. sometimes this is related to visuals (as we'll get into) but sometimes it's more of a first impression through content or performances. i'm also (more historically than now) prone to going for less popular members. if that's from my innate contrarianism or because the personalities i'm drawn to tend to be less popular personalities....you decide.

i wanted to see how similar my biases are to each other, but i also wanted to look at how similar they are to me. i feel like there's that eternal question, is your bias the one who is most similar to you or most similar to your idealized self? (or none of the above, is your bias just a dude you'd want to be friends with?)

when looking at stats, i kept my list to most current and most important historical biases. there's a few other idols who i feel are Important to my stan history (e.g., snsd sooyoung, vixx ken, girl's day yura) but not as enduring so they didn't make the cut. i limited myself to one bias per group with the exception of onf because it's a true double bias and tay tawan who is not a kpop artist but he's a core part of my identity (also this is my own post! i can do what i want!)

(k)pop psychology ahead )
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i wrote these live reactions a week ago after rewatching most of the trailers but i didn't actually finish getting through them and now i want to archive this note so i'm posting them anyway.

Read more... )
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(i started this post in march and it is now may 11. time is fake!! wait speaking of time being fake i wrote my spotify wrapped post but never actually posted it so uh here)

for some reason this year my seasonal depression did not strike until march (can i blame climate change for this?) but i've been working on self-improvement™ (going to the gym, reading, calling my mom) along with a lot of catsitting and a hair trigger on falling asleep so i somehow still feel like time has passed in a blur... here are some things i was thinking about on the treadmill recently:

catching up )
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hello i wrote we go without saying for the gmmtv exchange and the feedback on it was so nice that i felt compelled to talk about it.

you're the mistake i've never made )
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every year january-may is like a blur of stress and burnout and then i emerge into summer with only the capacity to lie on the couch and bingewatch. i started making this post in july and never finished it but now that i am FEASTING on thai bl i am back.

things i am into!!! )
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i've been thinking a lot recently about three bl relationships that are Important To Me:

i fearlessly fell in love )

see y'all after my honeymoon <3
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i started making this playlist back in april because i was extremely motivated by the sun on my commute home but then we had an extremely cold may so i just now finished it oops. here's a lil chill and upbeat playlist for summer.


tracklist )
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hello i wrote run with you (nine.i, vahn/joohyoung) for team canon/future 1 and the prompt play by lucy.

꼭 말해줘 다시 만나 또 놀자고 )
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maybe you found young boy, the undisputed best nugu bg song of 2022, or maybe you were charmed by seowon on boys planet or maybe you just want to figure out why there are ten members despite their name but either way, i present to you: a nine.i primer.

상처투성이 punch )
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trying out new dynamix + my nine.i prompt generator

one dkz, three nine.i drabbles )
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i am in the middle (nearing the end, i hope?) of a nasty depressive episode so i deactivated my twitter accounts for a bit because it was making me extremely irritable but i have not stopped having thoughts. 1. it took me two full weeks to watch one episode of never let me go but i managed to watch all of the warp effect in one sitting last week and i love it... 2. i finally renewed my library card so i can read books on libby again but before then i went through two danmei novels (lovely allergen (dnf) and hope you've been well) which i guess counts as being literate. 3. this video has been my entire personality this month. 4. other than abbott elementary (and law and order: svu tbh) it's not often that i keep up with weekly american tv shows but i'm enjoying both poker face and shrinking right now. himym, for better or worse, is one of my comfort shows and so there's something kind of nice about jason segel showing up when i need him.

anyway i compiled a playlist of songs that capture the musical vibe i've been into lately. a little upbeat, a little wistful, a little bit sentimental.



tracklist )

i will be back on twitter soon but i wish i could skip forward in time until after boys planet because simultaneously being outraged that anyone wouldn't put hui in their top 9 and being horrified by the idea of losing hui to a survival group is exhausting.
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