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i am in the middle (nearing the end, i hope?) of a nasty depressive episode so i deactivated my twitter accounts for a bit because it was making me extremely irritable but i have not stopped having thoughts. 1. it took me two full weeks to watch one episode of never let me go but i managed to watch all of the warp effect in one sitting last week and i love it... 2. i finally renewed my library card so i can read books on libby again but before then i went through two danmei novels (lovely allergen (dnf) and hope you've been well) which i guess counts as being literate. 3. this video has been my entire personality this month. 4. other than abbott elementary (and law and order: svu tbh) it's not often that i keep up with weekly american tv shows but i'm enjoying both poker face and shrinking right now. himym, for better or worse, is one of my comfort shows and so there's something kind of nice about jason segel showing up when i need him.

anyway i compiled a playlist of songs that capture the musical vibe i've been into lately. a little upbeat, a little wistful, a little bit sentimental.

( tracklist )

i will be back on twitter soon but i wish i could skip forward in time until after boys planet because simultaneously being outraged that anyone wouldn't put hui in their top 9 and being horrified by the idea of losing hui to a survival group is exhausting.